I wish you something better.

I found out today that my "one that got away" just got married. It made me stop and look over my life. I was her first and we had a good run. I burned that bridge and I've been standing on the other bank looking back, upset with myself as I watched it burn away to the oceans between us. It's weird but I knew that my chances of making right have been long gone but I tore myself up mentally about it for years. Within the past year I've had her in my dreams, a reminder to how I'm haunted by my mistakes. I'd say I miss her but I really don't know her anymore. Congratulations Jenny. You deserve every grain of happiness in your life. I seriously do wish you the best.