Saturday, June 30, 2007

American Streetwear IS whack, Tom.

...and kids who rock it are even more so. Vegas "sneakerheads" suck. You're so far behind the current state of shit it's not even funny. Your loud ass huff shit was fresh and innovative, oh say, THREE YEARS AGO!! Fucking late to plate hypebeats. Overheated sucks as do most of the fucking mindless kids who collect and rock "streetwear" out here. Someone should really fill them in on what's really good.

Speaking of what's really good. Triple T Ong Bok kicking some fucking idiot hypebeat in the back of the head...that's what's really good. Enjoy.

Friday, June 29, 2007

I noticed..

...that I haven't really felt any other emotion besides some derivative of anger for the past four years.

I looked into her eyes this morning, her slight smile, her high cheek bones and blushing face all reminders of days that could have been seen but never were lived. I saw this morning what could have been and if I said I wasn't depressed and scared I'd be lying. I saw what would have been there on the daily if I had made better choices. I have a knot in my chest that's ever coiling tighter around my heart, constricting anything from getting out. I really have never felt this oppressed by my own guilt.

Saturday, June 23, 2007

Monday, June 18, 2007

The Old Standard

...you guys suck because you're not us

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Interview day.

Might have an interview today. Kind of excited.

Corn Pops are the shit.

"Man, I hate bitches"
"Man, you can't live without them though."
"Fuck that, I still hate em"
"Well, knowing us, they hate you too."

Sunday, June 17, 2007

Man, I Miss Matsumoto

He was dope.

Hrm. Might get an Infiniti G35. Not too expensive but definitly not cheap. Maybe an A4. Want to sell the whip and start fronting like I'm grown ass man. I'm exhausted with this whole hot as hell summer heat and ever pressing monetary drain I call school. I noticed something today, I'm not too big of a fan of Jon from Laced. He's kind of smart ass...and not the good kind. Whatever, yet another kid who could get his ass kicked for flapping at the mouth.

I think I'm getting hella prejudice towards most kids in Vegas. It's a horrible situation seeing as I have a lot of friends now-a-days. Whatever, doesn't matter. Most of the people around here arn't worth spending time with anyways.

RSK x Brazyy88 all day. Hah.

Holy Hell

I just pulled a soldier demon out of a little girl in east la. Now, tell me does that make any sense?

baseball game. Nico pickup. Workmens free shirt. soulrane's house. Fantastic Four Movie. No Galactis. I shit. Practice. Gas Station Pimping. Jimmie D coke stories. Home. Blog. Sleep.

Dad's day. He's dead. Who do I call? No, not the ghost busters. Maybe your mom wants some younger vintage to wipe that old balls taste from her mouth. That sounds nasty.

Saturday, June 16, 2007

I don't even know what to say..

...You thought I was gunna' finish that with Kev Brown's lyrics, huh?

The previous post wasn't about you; iris, nicole, gnoc.

Some folks just can't get over themselves.

Friday, June 15, 2007

There Was A Time

..When the world never knew my name. That time will be coming to an end very soon.

I dig a chick. She's stuck on an ex. We knew it was mutual. There was a time. That time has come and gone.

I'd say I'm not disappointed. I'd be lying but I'd say it.

I have ridiculous amounts of possibilities but it always seems that the one I want to pursue isn't with filling those shoes. I'll most likely look back, when I'm fat happy and married and say; there was a time when I was young and free. I think I should take that into consideration but I'd be lying if I said I don't want a steady.

I want to be angry, really. I want to run till my veins pump battery acid. I want to breathe smoke. I want to kill all the cuddly pandas that won't fuck to save their species. I want to know that today, right now, is that time.

Tuesday, June 12, 2007

Nice.

RSF and FSC are ill. It's dope to see them finally get at eachother. Been waiting for this one.

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I wish you something better.

I found out today that my "one that got away" just got married. It made me stop and look over my life. I was her first and we had a good run. I burned that bridge and I've been standing on the other bank looking back, upset with myself as I watched it burn away to the oceans between us. It's weird but I knew that my chances of making right have been long gone but I tore myself up mentally about it for years. Within the past year I've had her in my dreams, a reminder to how I'm haunted by my mistakes. I'd say I miss her but I really don't know her anymore. Congratulations Jenny. You deserve every grain of happiness in your life. I seriously do wish you the best.

Sunday, June 10, 2007

So It's never lost...






















Thanks Tru

Oh No's!

Means' humble blog-o-funny has had a visitor of the female persuasion. I've been found out and now must clean up my content for a vaginally inclined audience. I'm ashamed of myself. Sorry, dad.

Kidding. You know that's funny.

LA or Old, Josel?

Why We Do It.

So, Iris finnaly proved me prophetic. She got back with Brad. Congrats, mija. You deserve to be happy. I still think it's funny that being with someone is what it takes for you to be happy but hey, who am I to judge? Anyways, I fuck better whilst not trying. I dare someone to say I don't.

LA officially sucks. Little Tokyo and the Fashion District are pretty ill but as a whole the city eats dick. Josel's pad was fun. It was dope seeing Ffej and some of the gang again. V20 is dope. I think I'm going to inquire about having Soul spin there on the regular. I litterally was fucking up mentally due to the amount of available asian pussy that was surrounding me. How I managed to keep it within our clique of friends and their counsin's friends at the end of the night vexes me to this day. I'll come prepared with a box of tissues, some listerine strips, a box of condoms and some swisher sweets. That combination never fails. V-Bar this thursday will herald my triumphant return to the city I love and her ever grinding night life. Say I'm not ready...I dare you.

Jappy is hella funny. Fob chicks are a trip. Fuckit, I'm going to the Philipines and bringing back some live-in pussy. Whatchu know about that, skinny dick?

Monday, June 4, 2007

This is dope. Jazz meets somethin...not sure what...

I can't fault you for trying...

...but I can try to find fault for it's my decision.

Today it's fucking hot. Not like "Oh, damn, I'm misty". It's like "Jesus fucking hell on a cracker, it's hot." It's a baseball sucks and so does apply pie kind-of-hot. I wish I had someone to lament. To miss and to sing sad songs about. One thing is for sure, if I could take one thing with me as I go down in flames it would be the memory of the scent of a woman. Al was right. There's nothing like it. The way they smell when the perfume settles after an entire day. the way their neck lines radiate soft sensuality in a caring and provocative way. In reality, there's never going to anything as beautiful as the way a woman smells as she's laying next to you about to fall asleep.

You playboys will never understand the warmth one can get from the knowledge that the woman next to you is someone special in your life. That the smell you get to fall asleep to is more beautiful than the most expensive perfume because you know it comes from her. In the end, I think I miss that someone with that scent. Call it whatever you want to. You know it's a universal truth.

Friday, June 1, 2007

It's so sinserious...

...that should be a mantra for anyone from vegas. It just makes a lot of sense. Kev brown thinks my shit is golden. You should too. Word.